It’s been centuries since I last posted here. Life is hectic with an almost 2 year old busy inquisitive cheeky little boy. 

I’m currently in the middle of IVF number 4. Got used to all those needles again. Haven’t the time or energy to dwell on things as much as before. 

Bracing myself for disappointment again. Telling myself about all the lovely sleep we’ll get if it fails. Trying to convince myself I will be ok if it fails. 

The clinic rang this morning. They got 16 mature eggs off me yesterday. All 16 fertilised. It’s a good start.